The Shaw's life

shawchert @ 2009-04-25T08:32:00

2009-04-25T12:32:58Z

I love my son! :D

Yeah.... I'm such a copycat

2008-12-03T20:46:33Z

Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com

October 15, 2008

2008-10-15T23:17:39Z

I'm feeling depressed now.... Just thinking about the death of a lilymud friend has hurt my heart and I want to do something for her or her family, I don't know what though... I have no money to donate to them... all I have are words and wishes... It makes me feel horrible thinking about how her family must be feeling right now. I've been in tears for the past five minutes. I can't even think of possibly losing another family member here when I'm in such tears for Kaz who I only talked to a few times, and rped with rarely... it is such a shock cause I didn't even know she was sick... *sigh*.... I wish there was something I could do....

mY Dragon Cave Dragons!

2008-09-24T20:11:22Z

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T12:02:53Z

Yes to all the ladies with little ones this is a day for you, :).

This also happens to be my first mother's day and so far so good.

Why? Cause I have Orion nestled in my arms and happy as can be, he's full up and enjoying life and that's what matters to me :)

(oh a poet and didn't know it lol)

anyways Happy Mother's day, best wishes to you and yours :)

shawchert @ 2008-01-19T19:49:00

2008-01-20T00:49:48Z

Reply to this post, and I will list three things I love about you. Maybe more than three. Then repost to your own journal and spread the love.

I'm wierd i know

2007-12-18T00:12:54Z

My mom sent me to a site... and it's interesting.... um... come visit my mini city!!!

http://menue.myminicity.com/ :D

Eep!

2007-10-02T18:41:39Z

There's a watermelon stuffed inside of me!! O.O

shawchert @ 2007-08-30T14:52:00

2007-08-30T18:53:36Z

I'm going to die from being congested.... and sitting...isn't fun anymore.... *sleeps*

Poor sick shaw ; ;

laughs

2007-08-13T19:30:56Z

Lol, this is so funny... someone tried to con me into putting my info on a fake bank of america site XD LMAO I hope they will be satisfied with any info i gave them ;) because whatever info i did give is all fake *laughs* well i didn't put anything down but it would have been funny if i did ;).

shawchert @ 2007-07-31T17:26:00

2007-07-31T21:29:43Z

Baby wearing me out already *sleeps*... wait... i'm just working too hard.... must... get .... raise!! :D ....*dies*
....*finds somewhere to curl up and sleep*

Taken Keybearer

2007-05-27T13:33:29Z

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

April 30, 2007

2007-04-30T12:13:25Z

YAY I'm going home today!!!!

It makes me happy that soon all this will be in the past :D

Taken from Spiritwolf

2007-04-25T14:27:34Z

1. Ever punch someone in the face?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Have you ever wished someone dead?
8. What is something about you I should probably know but don't?
9. Whats your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you date me?
16. when did we meet?
17. Have you ever pee'd in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. What is your favorite thing about me?
21. Do you think I'm attractive?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

April 23, 2007

2007-04-23T18:27:20Z

I start lisk back up next week :) i'm so glad they are taking me back, but this is the last time so i am clinging to them soooooo hard >.< I'm not leaving them for nothing

of coarse except for maternity leave. but other than that i'll be coming back
prolly pay my sister to watch my baby when i'm working if she's up to it cause she has her 2 boys and is planning on another soon.

anyways things are looking quite up for me :) i'll be with my family and friends soon and in a place i know quite well, and i'll be working real hard on everything i need. AKA liscense.

April 22, 2007

2007-04-22T19:46:55Z

I'm oging home April 30, 2007 wish me luck :) and more luck cause i started packing and my boyfriend doesn't know yet... >.>;.... well soon to not be boyfriend.

April 16,2007

2007-04-16T19:46:39Z

I got through my double shift and now have 2 days off, which will more likely be spent on WoW... >.>; it's a pretty fun game, i'm new at it so it intrigues me.

While i was at work this morning i could barely keep my eyes open, and i find that mondays are very very slow days, not many people come in at all, probably cause they are all asleep for the next day to go to work. Sat/Sun was so horribly full i had little time to do anything. but back to today, i was trying to print up the daily report and i'm suppose to press yes no yes... and instead i printed yes no no... the last one was what asked me if i wanted to print out the daily meaning i lost the whole gd day's worth of reports, they had to do a weekly just to get it and it kinda screwed them up of coarse they weren't happy about it, but it's not my fault i was tired, i wasn't even hurriny i was taking my time as there was no one there and i needed something to do, so have at it and take my time! Arg i worked better when there was someone else on... i didn't have to take my time lol and i did just fine, and one of the managers was like "it's yes you always hit yes! Didn't you use your cheat book?" "I don't need my cheat book i know it's yes my finger slipped and i pressed no! I'm sorry" Boy i still feel kinda bad for making them do extra work.

now that i got that out... i'm off to WoW

April 15, 2007

2007-04-15T17:11:59Z

working 3rd shift alone and being pregnant is no fun whatsoever.

and today i get to work half another shift... yay...

Taken from keyblade

2007-04-15T17:01:38Z

If your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

That's all.

April 13, 2007

2007-04-13T22:55:41Z

Yesterday was suppose to be a good day. I swear, but I woke up with my tummy hurting and it wouldn't stop so I laid on my stomach for an hour till I got up for good, which was like 7-9 am dunno which, most of the morning went well. Then I head to work and I was running late so I changed my shirt and ran out the door forgetting my wallet and the key I needed to open my money bag for work. But I didn't know till I got to work and my manager had to open my drawer and keep it open all night for me. So the day was pretty darn busy people came in and out like almost nonstop last night, had very little time to rest. There was 3 people working yesterday. The third came in just before she was scheduled and some of the big managers came in after her. Well they took her into the office and had a chat with her, basically short version she was fired, I'll not disclose why because that's not much of my business anyways. but it was just me and the other co worker, Maddy. So she was all distressed herself as was I in my own way but I made sure to wait on the customers. She was just everywhere and barely paying much attention and messing up.... I kept dropping things XD. Well late into the day around 5:30 or so this woman comes in for a western union transfer and needed to know how to do it, so I had to call my manager. We figure it all out and i had to wait like half an hour while she fought with the western union people and that was horrible they were sounding rude to her from her having to repeat herself so much. Once she was done with that things went perfect for the transfer till the end when the paper that would have the confirmation number on it jammed in the machine. We had to call one of the bigger managers to come in because they were the only ones allowed to tamper with the machines. So it took another 30 minutes just to finish the poor ladies transfer. so after that things got to normal, lots of customers though, and then a guy came in for a receiving transfer.... i was like... crap lol. i had to make sure we had enough money for him to get the transfer and then he's trying to tell me that he needs a paper that was yellow and long. i told him that we didn't have any western union papers that was yellow and long and that we only need his confirmation number. so it was kinda crazy. but we got him all situated out and happy with his money :P. So the day went by well enough after that we did clean up in exchanged pairs and worked register and lottery, and it was my turn to clean the slicer so i told Maddy to watch the front while i cleaned it ... well i was stupid and decided to do what first shift was, well my mind wasn't exactly on cleaning the damn thing, i turned it on without lowering the blad.... while i was cleaning it my index finger slipped and zipp.... I'm feeling mighty stupid but surely learned from this, although i knew that i shouldn't really be doing such a thing... bah i guess people do dumb tings, well i figured my finger was fine it was sort of bleeding but not to extremes so i have my co worker helping me and the poor girl wasn't happy and the sight of blood didn't make her any happier. i thought it would be fine, that i could hold it up and stop the bleeding but it didn't stop it kept going and going, so my other co worker Hazel drove me homefor my wallet then to the ER where i waited like 6 hours in total to be fixed up.

So remember blades are bad.... yes i gotta learen thart from my cockiness from thinking i nkew them enough that i was near immune to them bah what a lie... so thatr was my day yesterdaty, my hand hurts cause i can't type well so here you all go happy reading.

Oh yeah i forgot

2007-04-12T14:57:39Z

I'm also planning on going back to college, this one is quite cheap and whatever kind of education i get is better than nothing. my co worker/friend showed it to me and said it's would be a very good oppertunity. I'm actually thinking on it because campus is not too far away *yeah it's cheap and it's not online :O* so i saw some stuff i wanted to take, like american sign language, but taht's in the fall i saw some writing classes and spanish classes that would help me with many extremes so i'm thinking of taking those, and i'm actually interested in the accounting or banking cause as long as i have a calculator i'm good with money :) actually very good with money, in which i found out when i became a cashier, so it's just something for me to look into and i can work well with that, plus there's culinary classes so i can learn how to cook better XD which is in the fall but hey if someone wants to teach me that stuff and i still have a full time job, i can get grants and financial aid, but it's damn cheap so i could even pay for it myself if need be :) it makes me happy so i'm thinking about taking what classes i can :D

April 12, 2007

2007-04-12T13:38:31Z

Ok so now that i got done with the bitching and whining, I'll get onto the happy congratulations, I'm just lucky with all this stress that I'm still pregnant, but i guess that's a good thing. Yes i want this child, and no matter what anyone says about it I'll make it through for the rest of my childs life. everyone really think "oh you're so financially insecure" because i freaked over some bills i figured would cost a lot because of the house i use to live in. But i was way wrong.

So according to those who NEVER talk to me, I'm irresponsible, because i didn't cross my legs... and that I'm a baby popper... LMAO I doubt that in so many different terms considering I'm as old as i am and have no children yet. I don't plan on having more than 2 kids meaning that day when i have my second one i'm going to be all tied up. But that second one won't come for a good while.

So anyways my boyfriend has a good job lined up for him, and I have a job of my own lined up for me. now if things go astray like they usually do... well I still have people who do love me and care about me that they can help me in the time of need but i usually get things done by myself. But I know that at least I have some people that really want to help me rather than tell me off for bringing someone into the world. If you guys have read my journals, I've had a hard past, and yet i still manage to stay a live long enough for the next day and further.

And for those of you that think "oh she has sex cause she loves it but doesn't know about the consequences" please go all the way back to my VERY FIRST journal and read my past, and find out how much I was/am interested in it... not very much. Because of what happened with my brother i can't even have an orgasm. And for those of you who are like "omg you really wanted to get pregnant how horrible for your child," it's not horrible, and i don't care. All my life I've wanted a child, and i feel i can take care of one at this point in time. and not by other peoples tax money either. I won't go on welfare. My mother never did and i never will there are better ways to get money than other's

I have no regrets, even right now when my horomones are starting to fly all sorts of places and i feel nausiated all the time, I will never regret a child that I made. Ever.

In other news though, things are getting around I guess heh, I'm still working full time. I work a lot, and getting paid for it as well. Not much else to say, i'mma be saving up my money so i can afford stuff i am gonna need soon. Other than that I'm keeping busy with work the cats and the boyfriend.

shawchert @ 2007-04-05T22:11:00

2007-04-06T02:11:47Z

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Yeah

2007-03-27T03:56:36Z

Yeah i'm here a lot lately, but i dunno i'm just wierd like that, anyways

lets start out with what's been going on at work, because i got a lot of back stabbing bitches i'm working with.

first of all i took vacation like 3 weeks after i started working for the 4th of july through the 9th.... now they said they weren't real sure if they could let me or not because other people wanted it off, and i was of coarse ok with that, once they told me that i was full time, they also told me my vacation was approved. well like a week later One of my co workers, her name will be Jane, it's not her real name rather not make things worse, well she was asking me what i was doing during that week, i told her the truth, because i told my manager that i was going to a con so i didn't really have anything to hide, she was of coarse mad, and near histerics, but she said she would just get over it. well, she lied basically and went to the big people about it as well as the managers, of coarse i still get the time because i put it in first, she's mad cause she's worked there longer and didn't get the time, which she knew it was july 4 time so of coarse other people are going to want off... so she shoulda done it sometime before, i gave plenty of time and i was willing to not take it off but i already have te reservations, well i was just told this the other day, by the second manager, she said Jane was talking about how i was going to dress up in a costume of an animal and mentioned a CSI show that wasn't exactly what depicted much of the furry fandom, but anyway i was laughing at this because she is just a total bitch, so last night when i went to work 3rd shift, Jane and another co worker Sally were like "don't listen to the seconjd manager, she talks shit about everyone behind everyone's back" Ok... wtf... that's retarded because one i didn't do shit, well i figured that i should tell the second manager this and i probably shouldn't have anyway but she deserved to know that people are talking behind her back and i don't like starting shit up, trust me, it just happens considering they have been using me since the start of my career there. anyways i go to the store to buy a bowl and Sally puts her closed sign up and I asked Jane if she was ok, and Jane confronted me and made a whole huge scene in the store. Of coarse it was uncalled for and i should bring that to management for disterbance of the peace because at the time I myself was a customer. I'm not putting up with that shit.... anyways a few pissy words went between us and i left in histerics, but i didn't destroy or yell at any of the customers.... I'm sorry but i don't feel she had the right to yell at me, she shouldn't have talked behind someone's back anyways and I'm not a tattle tale considering i've been putting up with a lot of shit as of late, and well i don't complain about it to anyone, Wednesday is going to be so fucking horrible when i go to work i know it, I hope things cool down by then... but .... did i do wrong, did i deserve her yelling at me? was it right to tell my second manager what was being said to me?

March 25, 2007

2007-03-22T15:29:19Z

I should post shouldn't I? well POST there i'm off

ok i'm wrong i am not... but i prolly won't make a bigg one cause i'm sickly to the tummy.

I took off work early yesterday, so that i could get to wal mart and buy me some undergarments. I got those and i also got me a bike and a nice external dvd/cd burner ^^ both were inexpensive :3

i been working a lot lately and not much has been going on.

although i enjoy the little fights my cat and dog have, it's funny cause shaw is actually biting simba but not that hard meaning he's actually playing

oh look at that i'm mummbling, i guess that means it's time for me to clean this damn nasty pig sty before work cause i never have time when i get home or on my days off blah

anyways ciao hopefully someday i'll make something longer.